TheAbsoluteLight

I'm currently doing well with my job in copywriting, but this Beijing winter is slowly killing me.

I have a cold right now, and am struggling to type these words while handling one of my current tasks.

Wish I had more time to sort out my own priorities in life besides simply getting to the workplace every day and cleaning my room as well as washing my clothes on a weekly basis.

I soooooo miss the days when I spent hours on end refining and upgrading each of my deviantART profiles just for the hell of it.

I daresay some of my writing and management skills actually came about because of my interest in this website, and I will always be grateful to the members and creators of this wonderful community for providing me with an outlet of self expression during my late teenage years.

A few things have been going through my head as of late, leaving me to wonder about the direction my life is taking. Finals are approaching and I've got reports to prepare, presentations to revise, PDFs to analyze, colleagues to placate, friendships to cradle, a semi-relationship that is teetering on the brink of non-existence, and a future to try and create. I always assumed that I could manage these things, but I have this often terrible habit of assuming I can handle the workload I commit to, at least up until the point where I realize that I have procrastinated so much that everything gets screwed up at the end. Its hard to manage but at the same time so easy to fix, and yet I feel paralyzed at the sheer thought of it.

Am I certain of anything these days? Hell no. But I'm scared that if I acknowledge this weakness, then doesn't that make me look foolish? Questions existing in my head that exist only to distract, and yet the answers are always there in front of me but just beyond my reach.

How am I supposed to grow up if my mind wants to keep holding on to the past?

Having watched Big Hero 6 as of last month, I can definitely say that it it is among my top three all time favorite Disney movies (the other two being Maleficent and Frozen).

Did anyone else watch Frozen?

IT WAS THE BEST DISNEY FILM OF ALL TIME.

I highly recommend you watch it, either in theaters (if it's still showing) or through a torrent or download or even clips on Youtube.

The soundtrack is equally fantastic, mind you.

The best song in the album is this:  www.youtube.com/watch?v=moSFlv… (as of right now it has around 43 million hits!!!)

You will get addicted to it, I swear

Just wanted to know since I haven't updated in a while.