A few things have been going through my head as of late, leaving me to wonder about the direction my life is taking. Finals are approaching and I've got reports to prepare, presentations to revise, PDFs to analyze, colleagues to placate, friendships to cradle, a semi-relationship that is teetering on the brink of non-existence, and a future to try and create. I always assumed that I could manage these things, but I have this often terrible habit of assuming I can handle the workload I commit to, at least up until the point where I realize that I have procrastinated so much that everything gets screwed up at the end. Its hard to manage but at